Lorde made better lyrics at 16 than every other mediocre 30 yr old male singer with a guitar
so I don’t blame you if you want to
bury me in your memory
i’m not the girl I ought to be
when lorde said ”this dream isn’t feeling sweet, we’re reeling through the midnight streets, and i’ve never felt more alone, it feels so scary getting old” i felt that
…I think some of the blogs I follow are getting hacked and turned into bots
And I’m the idiot with the painted face
In the corner, taking up space
But when he walks in, I am loved, I am loved
but! update on my s*xual assault situation: my last day at my job is friday! it was a seasonal position and they may or may not hire me for a full time position but im not gonna get my hopes up bc even tho i worked well and hard, they don’t want any extras to pay i think. so at least i wont have to be around my ex-supervisor again. i might need help in the mean time after (i have a second part time job at a laundromat but it’s little pay and i work two-three days outta the week) but im confident in finding another main job again. thank you to everyone who stood by me and shared their encouraging words and stories. it helped me not quit on the spot with everything going on like my grandma being on her de*thbed. i really am thankful to & for the tumblr community.
as of 12/28/2019, my work with my primary job has ended. im honestly a bit relieved i wont have to be in that environment anymore, but this also puts me & my family in a vulnerable position in the mean time until i find another job.
- i don’t make enough at my other job to cover our rent, groceries and rides to my grandmother’s doctor appointments/visits to see her (& to get to interviews!).
- if i can raise $700, that would be one less thing i have on my shoulders to carry, as i am also planning on petitioning for financial aid so i can go back to school this spring or summer, whichever works out first.
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